Celestialfruit

Ahh, so it's about time for an update no? I can't believe the last time I updated this thing I was on holiday in Christchurch. Well now I am back in New Zealand, but this time in Auckland studying. Yes, I'm a poor student again! It's tough, I keep spending money and then thinking better of it. 2min noodles for me from now on,

Merry Christmas guys, Happy New Year, all the rest...

I think it's time for an updated journal, but as you can all likely see from my gallery, I haven't much to update with. It's probably been one of the slowest years since I first joint DA. And I'm not proud of that fact.

So I have one more gift to do: the 10,000th screen-grab (or well, 10,004th) by who has asked for a picture of Trudy, one of my OCs.

let's see if I can complete this within a year time-frame.
Haha

So I'm back in CHCH for the whole Christmas/New Year thing. I didn't make it back last year, so it's extra special this time. (if not a little cold!)

Is anyone else somewhere special for the festive season? Do some travelling?

So a new article by collab-da went up with the winners of the "Animal's Perspective" collab. And lookie :

news.deviantart.com/article/48…



1 year subscription?  Crazy!

I hope you all are well, hello to my recent watchers. I haven't got much to show in the way of finished stuff at the moment. But maybe I should complete these things I have piling up. One trade, Org members, I really want to do some fanart.. I have so many ideas, just it's a matter of sitting down and doing it isn't it?



BTW: if any one bothers to screen cap 10,000 views, I'll do a request.

Have A Happy Day

So I'm feeling miserable. I had thought about just keeping quiet on my emotions and stuff, but then I don't want people to think I'm being rude or anything with lack of comments, or pathetic comments after my deviations. I just don't feel like being happy. I want to draw, but what's coming out is bleak and emotional.
Too much crap in the past month... my heart wants to break and I want to fall into my bed and never get up. But I keep coming to work, trying to be productive and talk and smile... it's all an act.

I even ran home yesterday so I could just cry in my room. Sydney's streets are too busy to just sob on the way home.


So here's a quiz thingie-ma-bob stolen from TheWolfMaria it beats me writing any thing at the moment.

1)Using band names, spell out your name.

Carpenters
Yesterdays rising
Nirvana
Tears for fears
Hives, the
INXS
ABBA

(yeah, had to look those all up, except for Nirvana)


2) Have you ever had a song written about you?
Nuh-ah

3) What song makes you cry?
"The Wandering Flame" which is on the FFX soundtrack, and "Mad World" by Tears for Fears

4) What song makes you happy?
I Don't Feel Like Dancing (Scissor Sisters) + alot more

5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
"A Wandering Flame" because I feel so unhappy

a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT:Short... like 1.55m ? Something like that
HAIR COLOR: Brown, but dyed dark red
SKIN COLOR: Pale
EYE COLOR: My eyes change colour, but last time I took notice they were green
PIERCINGS: None
TATTOOS: None

r i g h t - n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: Pin striped, blue and grey
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO OR WATCHING: Not listening to music at work
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH? V (bad I know, but I need something to perk me up)
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: warm, humid and occasionally wet
HOW ARE YOU? Fucking miserable and upset and mad

d o - y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS? No
HAVE A BAD HABIT? Many, I can be a bit of a gossip when it suits me
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS? If I'm not around them too long

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: Avatar, the last airbender
MAGAZINE: ImagineFX & Computer Arts
SODA: Diet Coke
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Chat with friends, window shop, draw.

h a v e - y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: many times
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: I probably thought about it once, and then didn't do it
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Yes
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: Yes
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: I helped someone do one, but didn't make the call myself
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: Yes, booked air flights several times
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: Yes, if considering college then.. (HEAPS)
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: No
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Yes, I can't remember what it was tho
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: My shoulder is always available for crying
EVER HAD A MAJOR REGRET: Many

l o v e
BOYFRIEND: No
GIRLFRIEND: No
CHILDREN: No
BEEN IN LOVE?: No
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: I've been sad, but it wasn't a serious relationship
BEEN HURT?: Physically, no. Emotionally, yes
YOUR GREATEST REGRET? I'm not into listing my regrets, it makes me think about them.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR 3 DAYS: If that means on a date, then no.


r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: Yes, I am a Graphic Designer
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: MP3 player has songs from Shadow of the Colossus on it
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: grey
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Talking to people and finding you have something in common
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: Jonelle & Ssu-an
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: People still buy those? (haha)
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Jonelle & Ssu-an

w h e n / w h a t - w a s - t h e - l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: I think I woke up crying this morning, otherwise it was when I went to bed last night
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: 1.5 weeks ago
YOU GOT E-MAIL: Everyday, at work
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE AUSTRALIA??!!! (lol, the enthusiasm)
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Sweeney Todd

y o u r - t h o u g h t s - o n
ABORTION: Not a decision to be taken lightly
TEENAGE SMOKING: Smoking full-stop is yuck and horrible
SPICE GIRLS: Please retire
SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE: Personal choice
GEORGE BUSH: I don't know, the media's opinion is all I seem to hear
DOWNLOADING MUSIC ILLEGALLY: It's a shame it's the cheapest way to get music